In the little handfull of people who have seen him almost every single person has told me I can get alot hotter of a guy, and then have proceeded to tell me what their opinion is on what he looks like.

1. I KNOW. i’ve gotten some fine pieces of ass in my life. (just so yall think im not bein cocky theres really only been one SMOKIN hot guy, and the others i’m thinking of were attractive but nothing special)
2. Yall have only seen his pictures, and he just happens to be not photogenic at all, with the exception of a few photos.
3. I happen to love the way he looks. Hes got a rugged country thing going, and yah he has chub, and I happen to love chub; only means theres more of him there to love. 
4. WHAT DOES THIS EVEN HAVE TO DO WITH ANNNYTHING??? It’s what we FEEL that counts; NOT what we SEE. And he manages to make me feel happy even on the worst days. I’ll feel like crying one second then I’ll be talkin to him and the next thing I know I’m smiling and laughing without effort. When we’re not talking i find myself really sad, and the only cure is him. So shouldn’t it be enough that I’m happy?? He makes me feel beautiful and loved wich is more than i would have asked for.
5. He doesn’t look like Greg.

In the people who I have talked to about him, in regards to how we met, quite a few have told me, in so many words, how thats not good.

1. Like I said befor; he makes me happy; I don’t care how he entered my life as long as he’s there.

Yall also have spoken concerns with his age.

1. Now this mixed with how we met I can understand the concern. But you can’t just go by the number difference in our age. He was born on the first month, so he just happens to have an early birthday, and I just happend to have my birthday on the second to last month, so I also have a late birthday. The two combined makes us seem farther away than we actually are.

Wed- blacking out, and feeling like i was on a bad tripp all day

Thursday- Sharp stabbing pains in my chest when i breath.

Thursday- Discovering weird BIG red spots on the back of my neck.

Friday- tottttallllly barfed just now.

i feel like crawling into a corner and crying! ugh. (dont worry im not though)

Some dreams stay with you forever
Drag you around and lead you back to where you were
Some dreams keep on getting better
Got to keep believing if you want to know for sure

by will hoge.

these words went right to the core. idk why either.

what should i do since my date is the sammme height as me??? i dont want to have to look downn on him!

long dress and kick off the heels in pictures and when we get there??

ALL you talk about is SCHOOL, JESUS, and DI

1. ill do my homework WHERE EVER THE FUCK I WANT. make me do it downstairs i will tumblr instead. idiots.

2. i used to actually LIKE jesus. i got him from youth night, and church. thats fine. but NOW… YOU SHUV HIM DOWN MY THROUGHT, my brother goes to a catholic school yall fall in love with and force me to go to it and now SCHOOL SHUVS HIM DOWN MY THROUGHT, CHURCH SHUVS IT DOWN MY THROUGHT, and you now FORCE my to go to youth night were THEY SHUV HIM DOWN MY THROUGHT! because of you i HATE JESUS CHRIST. congrats.

3. I DONT EVEN LIKE DI AND I TOLD YALL THAT FROM THE BEGINNING

4. DON’T SAY “YOU BETTER WATCH IT OR IM GOING TO GO OVER THERE AND KICK YOUR ASS” it makes you look like a terrible person.

5. ugh. they don’t even understand, and if i try to make them understand they go nuts and punish me with more shit like jesus fucking christ bible readings.

6. WHEN IM MAD AT YOU DONT TELL ME AS IM WALKING AWAY “ill pray that jesus softens you heart” I FREAKING DONT LIKE ANYTHING ABOUT YOU OR YOUR JESUS

on a different note… was totes dancing in the car with softball girls to jonas brothers while on-lookers laughed. causing you amusement causes ME amusement.

spiritbear:

I do believe that love exists, but I don’t necessarily believe in all the beautiful things about it. Love has potential for some people. I’m the type of person who allows herself to be a doormat and so love has only ever hurt me. I hate love because more often than not it results in pain for someone. As of right now, love is not for me mainly because I am too fragile, still to broken to believe that love can find me.

 This is silly. It is not love that hurts you, it is the one you have given that love to.

moosejohnson:

menkieface:

Our school is run by idiots.

“Well, I got to school just fine.”- Mr. Poore (according to Megan)

Yeah, well that’s great except for the fact that you’re not a teenager or a new driver. If someone gets in a wreck, parents are going to be fucking pissed.

And we couldn’t just have one day off. All the other private catholic schools are closed, but oh no, not John Paul. That would just make too much sense. We just have to piss off every student and their parents who have to drive them here.

Yeah so fuck that, I’m not coming to school. Not until 10, or maybe when it actually stops snowing.

YEAH! right on!

 THE AMOUNT OF ICE I HAD TO DRIVE OVER TO GET HERE IS REDICULOUS!

yah, i get were being Texans and complaining about so little snow, but WERE IN TEXAS!! WE DO NOT HAVE THE MENTAL CAPACITY OR THE EQUIPPMENT TO HANDLE THIS!! ITS SUPPOSED TO BE SNOWING NON-STOP! HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GET HOME??!! THEY HAVN’T EVEN SANDED THE ROADS!

and lets take into consideration that Mr.Poore goes by the Garland school district, just because HE lives in the Garland school district where the snow isn’t as bad. WHAT A FUCK FACE! NOT ALL OF US LIVE IN GARLAND YOU ASS HOLE! not to mention a lot of the kids here have to drive about AN HOUR just to get here! FUCK YOU MR. POORE-LY DRESSED!ugh. lame.

on computer and teacher doesn’t.. know.. awesome.

just did the celebrity look alike thing…

the girls that i got where very pretty, and i was flattered.

… the boys that i matched most with were just insulting. (guys like rob schneider, and big eyebrowed luke wilson.)